Am also in a break with my boy friend (it could be a "break up" too) its all up to him. I tried everything. And missing him so badly.
On the times i miss him. I cook something i crave to eat. The last thing was chocolate eclairs. I saw them in a shop window/ have a look at them every time i pass by. So thought to give it a quick try. Unfortunately the oven kept on for extra 5 minutes. It came out with a black cover. (the recipe says keep longer if you need them hard, that means to off the oven and let it stay inside) "Good hands in cooking comes with practice". So i thought to make them again one day. May be with a savory filling. The black once...i filled with chocolate butter cream and covered with melted chocolate and condensed milk. They turned out to be yummy.